Do I Have To Be What I'm Looking For?

I don't want to be what I'm looking for on the internet. Because I already have what I have within me and if I write it, it doesn't do me any good to read it.

I keep looking for what I want to read. More or less this, a spiritual, eccentric, level-headed, funny, winking, humane blog that's regularly updated, by someone quirky yet not insane, someone earnest yet not trite, someone feeling yet not sentimentally sick. Is there such a thing?

I like looking at spiritual blogs, always hoping, but they tend to reek of conventionality, or unconventionality that's too far out of my range. I'm giving up hope.